Lyrics
And it's like I know I'm a good person (Egonbeup)
But I'm so fucked up in my head (I don't be thinking straight)
And I've been crying out for help in these songs (I be talking about changing and shit)
(Come on, come on)
I swear, I be taking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise
Swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?
Bitch, pass the black and mild
Bitch, lay the pussy down
Why these niggas steady dissing when they know they out of town?
Mama, why I never listen? I burn all these bridges down
Nigga, why I'm always tripping tryna kill a nigga now?
It's a thug paradise, is where I live
And they gon' have to give me all the love that I done give
I'm sick and tired of always totting guns, I wanna live
Some times, baby, I just need a hug for being real
Society tryna make the judge give me some years
And I'm gon' want some blood every time I shed a tear
Tryna play me like a duck and then I flew up out of there
I be lyin' like a fuck I say, I never have no feel
'Cause girl, I'm scared
I know I'm wrong
But life ain't fair
Put it in a song
My head ain't here, but I still remain strong
I see it clear, I gotta pay for all my wrongs
I swear, I been talking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges
Wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?
They gon' wanna see us dead before they ever see us up