This Is My Story This Is My Life

This it yall imma let it all loose

A story about a life, a life i didnt get to choose

I was born in '84 to a mother they called a whore

Called the devil's son, a mistake and a family's scorn

Then the year turned it to 1985

My mother died supporting me i still feel it up inside

My grandmother adopted me and raised me on her own

But it was so damn hard because i was alone

I started school and i never had any friends

Busted lips and blackend eyes was a child's revenge

I got pushed around by children and the staff

When i run away cryin all they did was laugh

My uncle at the time was like a dad to me

Take me down to showtime to rent all the horror movies

Hellraiser, halloween, and faces of death

Day in and day out it was the illest shit

'94 rolled around and i even found christ

But then i turned my fuckin back cause i found it was lies

I found my left hand path and yo im still the same

LaVey, Crowley, and other sinners to fill up my brain

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This is my story and this is my life

The beggining of the book is here and it lies deep inside

Litsen to ryhems cause the worlds about to change

When im reborn the world won't be the same

Then i Grew up and

things started to change

i found heavy metal music

And drugs began to rage

And I rocked the mic with loudest black metal screams

Enough to pop a virgin's cherry and make ur preacher's ear bleed

But still at this time i had no friends

Only people trying to get some in the end

I tried suicide more then a couple times

But i guess i wasnt tring hard enough because im still alive

In 2002 i found the crew that had my back

Chillin the village inn and at the cheeby shack

and to this day i still got crazy ass mothafuckin psychotic wig splitters

And now that u know that im doin all good

Imma tell the truth like a real killa should would

One dark august night as i did the devil's prayer