Lyrics
Dear God
I thought I wanted the fame but I'm ashamed
Cause
All I ever needed was love but I got pain
Ashamed
I'm looking for the sun but getting rain
Ordained
A child of God but I ain't no lame
Cause the
Interstate full of traffic and many accidents
HOV lane I'm trying to see where the rappers went
Damn God told me last gonna be first
I've been disciplined fasting and praying outside of church
I've been listening reading my Bible and doing work
Out in Michigan spreading the love and selling merch
I was smiling on the gram but deep side I was hurt
I knew a billionaire who died money ain't in that hearse
I know female who rich that ain't got no expensive purse
You ain't living till you live in your truth and truth hurts
I gotta tell you though
You ain't living till you living your truth and truth hurts
I'm living my
Dream life flashing lights
Watching them stare when I pass them by
Flip-flop changing plays
Drop the top trying to get to where you are
Although I might not admit it
You give me what I've been missing
I just need something different
Your heart
Why you niggas gossiping bout me like I ain't got it
I be on the jet making her sweat doing pilates
I stayed down now I can say I'm richer than Roddy
Giving glory to God I'm living off of my hobby
I can't take it with me
You lose it fast when you make it quickly
And they get mad when you brag about that bread that you ain't baked with jiffy
I wanted love but I can't chase it cause I hate slipping
It's like I'm greedy I caught a fish but I stay fishing
You pray for it you get it and niggas keep wishing
Then God will take it all away cause how you treat bitches
I love people that love me and send me rose from janitors to CEO 's
I'm living my
Dream life flashing lights
Watching them stare when I pass them by
Flip-flop changing plays
Drop the top trying to get to where you are
Although I might not admit it
You give me what I've been missing
I just need something different
Your heart