SIDEWAYS (LIVE FROM SERIOUS XM OCTANE AT THE BOURBON ROOM / 2024)

No, this is not the way

Feel like I lost control

I know my own enemy

Looking back in the mirror at me

Is it fine as I lie crossed in my mind

Live or die, I just don't know

Paranoid and annoyed, better keep

My eyes locked to the ground

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)

When everything's right I show the wrong face

I tell myself it's what I needed

But each time I win I feel defeated

Fake animosity

Every time I call you out

I feel the insanity

Pulling me in all directions

It's not enough just to kill my vanity

You won't stop me till nothing's left

I'll fight back but I come up empty

Losing ground instead

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)

When everything's right I show the wrong face

I tell myself it's what I needed

But each time I win I feel defeated

I burnt all alone

Full of faith on my own

So I do, I try

I've been all but thrown away

But I won't drown in my sorrow

I fight to stay alive

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)

When everything's right I show the wrong face

I tell myself it's what I needed

But each time I win I feel defeated

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)

When everything's right I show the wrong face

I tell myself it's what I needed

But each time I win I feel defeated