(fuck you 18s)
I can't move past this I'm hurting
On the real shit ain't making sense to me
I wish I could tell u what u meant to me
U gone I can't lie it's getting to me
U told me not to ask God but I gotta question why he did it to me
Trying not to crash out momma told me stay focused and get to the green
Every night it's tears in my pillow
Every day I'm staring at the clouds
Grandma if u hear me then send me a sign this shit getting wild oh no
Ima make u proud I swear
Sitting in your room u not here
At least u back with Jerry up there
My lil pretty angels
And I wasn't the best kid no
But u ain't let it change u
Always there for me know my pops wasn't 'round
U the one who raised me
Know u stayed tripping bout some whole other shit
Used to drive me crazy
Shit it was always all love
Wish I had one more hug