I've been tired
Of Being on my own
So out of touch
Smoking way too much
And I'm never home
And I just can't
Seem to let things go
Still holding on to hope
I'm at the end of my rope
Oh, the river's cold
Oh
I'm still breathing
And I apologize if I'm still healing
For all of my mistakes
Problems I create
It's in my bones
It's in my blood
It's in my veins
All I need
Is a little bit of company
I'm holding myself back
From something that could last
Or set me free
The weight is on my shoulders
And I keep getting older
I can't turn back the clock
Thought I was better, but I'm not
I'm in the same place that I've been
Oh
I'm still breathing
And I apologize if I'm still healing
For all of my mistakes
Problems I create
It's in my bones
It's in my blood
It's in my veins
It's in my bones
It's in my blood
It's in my veins