The Death Of Who I Thought I'd Be

Lifetime is longer then I thought it’d be

But it took til now til it dawned on me

Talked ’bout forever like it’d always stay

Then I closed my eyes and the colors changed

This ain’t what I thought I’d choose

I lost you but I lost me too

I’m staring at a different view of

Where I thought I’d

Be now that the good’s gone bad

My dreams never looked like that

Guess I still mourn the death of who i thought i’d be

You were the only pain i felt at first

But when time fixed that but something else still hurt

Cause there is a ghost out there that looks like me

Making memories that i’ll never see

This ain’t what I thought I’d choose

I lost you but I lost me too

I’m staring at a different view of

Where I thought I’d

Be now that the good’s gone bad

My dreams never looked like that

Guess I still mourn the death of who i thought i’d be

One day maybe I’ll be free

So my past can rest in peace

cause i can’t keep wondering

Where I thought I’d

Be now if we kept on going

So sure but we’d never know it

Guess I’d still mourn the death of who I thought I’d be