Lyrics
I guess I didn't notice the shift
I wouldn't have been so nice
Last saw you at Barton
Everything felt alright
As much as I hate your guts
I think of you all the time
You got under my skin
I let you, how asinine
When will I learn?
It's always the same
It's not fun anymore
I don't like this kind of pain
And I think I deserved a kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high
Should've washed you away while I still had time
I mean, look at me now
I wish I could cry, get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away
I don't think I did you wrong
It's hard not to blame myself
It's all that I've got
'Cause you never said how you felt
Why does it hurt?
Why am I mad?
It's been enough time
And you sure weren't the best I've had
Still, I think I deserved a kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high
Should've washed you away while I still had time
I mean, look at me now
I wish I could cry, get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away
How many times will I, I miss the cue
And I'll take it too far 'til there's nothing else to do?
I could've left, kept on going, could've saved myself some time
You could've told me, said it straight, I mean shit, you could've lied
I wouldn't care, I'm better off, at least then I would've known
Instead of picking at the carnage, like a vulture in the snow
And I'm embarrassed, mortified, that I'm even saying later
'Cause I was being nice, and now it's too late to be mad
I deserved a kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes