Lyrics
I'm losin my patience as I'm getting older
Everybody hurt me, but I never folded
Went behind my back I couldn't treat nobody colder
Camouflaged emotions, my mama raised a soldier
On the real I'm missing you but it was nice to know ya
Put it in the open, who the fuck need closure now
Lately I been down but I'm sayin I'm fine
I don't even want to know what's in your mind
Can't tell me shit, no you're wasting your time
Cutting me off then I'm blocking the line
Can't say I don't care cause I won't even lie bout it
You was just my man, nigga I'd die bout you
I wish you'd come back around, but I doubt it
I ain't had no shit like this since I found it
It ain't worth my time I can't even cry bout it
I'm losin my patience as I'm getting older
Everybody hurt me, but I never folded
Went behind my back I couldn't treat nobody colder
Camouflaged emotions, my mama raised a soldier
On the real I'm missing you but it was nice to know ya
Put it in the open, who the fuck need closure
Tryna keep composure, but shit keep getting lower down
I don't want shit to be over now
I'm tired of sayin it's alright
I'm tired of sayin I'm good
I'm tired of wasting your time
Cause my words always misunderstood
I'm tired of placing the blame
It never puts anyone where they should be
I'm getting too tired of the game
Thinkin bout anywhere else that I could be
Would you believe me if I told you
I'm dying
To know where you stand on this
I let you know what I'm going through
I was flying
Now you act like I don't exist
Would you believe me if I told you
I'm declining
Messages don't get through my line
It's hard enough for me to know you
I'm surviving
Just keeping you on my mind