The Best Way to End a Marriage Is to Get Kidnapped for 15 Years

If you had told me how long it would be

Would it have been any easier

I've spent years

Falling asleep to chemicals

And dissonant frequencies

Locked in a room with no windows

Dancing with my shadows

Imprinting my retina with the shit on the screen

Isolated without human interaction

Jacking off to flashing lights

I dug my way out of over a decade

One day at a time

Caught by my own reflection

I've become the beast that I once sought to destroy

My lips belong to an old boy

He smiles and says to me

"Laugh and world laughs with you

Weep and you weep alone"

It begs the question

Even if I'm no better than a beast

Don't I deserve to live?

Even though I'm worse than a beast

Don't I deserve to live?

I'll cut my fucking tongue off

I'll be your fucking dog

I'll never speak again

I'll never speak again

No matter the weight

In water

It sinks the same

No matter the wait

In water it sinks the same

Revenge is good for your health

But the pain will find you again

Revenge is good for your health

But the pain will find you again

Revenge is good for your health

But the pain will find you again