I Hate You

You lied to me

Everything hurts

And now you're trying to be

Loud with your words

Actions speak

I'm not here to fight

But what you did to me

Made me go silent inside

And I tell myself it would be easier to project something onto you, you are not

I need help remembering I can trust you cause I think I somehow forgot

And now I hate you

I hate you

I hate how you always chose you over me

How I was never your main priority

I hate you

I hate you

Blinded by resentment I'm trying to see

Past your intentions, some integrity

I hate you

You're running low

On good will I've saved

Will you be honest now

Or just stay the same

You played your cards

And you aced it well done

Though I'm not sure no

If you feel like you've won

And I tell myself it would be easier to connect over simple things but it's not

I need help remembering I can trust you cause I think I somehow forgot

And now I hate you

I hate you

I hate how you always chose you over me

How I was never your main priority

I hate you

I hate you

Blinded by resentment

I'm trying to see

Past your intentions, some integrity

I hate you

I hate you

I hate

Blinded by resentment

I'm trying to see

Trying to see some integrity

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you