Lyrics
Losin' ones that's close to me
On my back they holdin' me
Momma lookin scared
Because wit that look
It's no controllin' me
Just ask that you don't fold on me
Matter fact jus don't let go uh me
Seein that I'm stressin
When you ask
Shit I say overly
Thinkin if I died
Shit would they cover me
In rosaries
Or turn me to sum Ashes
And go spread
me cross the ocean sea
Really think it's hope for me
Really think it's old to me
Ain't never stuck my hand out
But this shit it's owed to me fr
if I walk up out this door
If I'm gon come back
Like if I leave
N say I'm gon
Is it for real this time
I swear I'm losin'
all of my real friends
And I can't cope this time
Put a barrel to my head
I hope it go this time
Askin questions
To myself
Shit Can I rewind time
And If I can I'll go myself
So many people
Dippin' out
Sometimes I wanna go myself
Like i don't want nobody love
Sometimes I wanna hold myself
Thinkin' late at night
Like is watchin me
Like Do they really see me
Shit I got 1000 wishes
Wish I had a genie
I know it's someone
Lookin down
Tryna just talk to me
And shit I wish
I felt yo presence
Like jus walk to me
One more conversation
One more laugh
And add a smile on it
Mind been spinnin
Thinkin bout the past
I'm Uppin miles on it
I been thinkin
So god damn fast
I gotta drug hard
Know that
I'm gon miss you so bad
And shit I love hard