Sit around, thinking about
How we said I'm never enough
Lonely days, lonely nights
Said it'd be just me and the dust
Gotta shake the feeling
Am I doing something wrong?
Where's my head, I forgot
Only thing I know is I'm stuck
And when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive
I wanna grow up, but don't wanna die
I wanna tell my mama, "Look, at least I tried"
Honestly, I'm waiting for the day I lose my mind
So when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive
And when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive
I wanna grow up, but don't wanna die
I wanna tell my mama, "Look, at least I tried"
Honestly, I'm waiting for the day I lose my mind
So when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive-
It's been hard on my mind
But I think I'll make it in the end (oh)
Keep it cool, in the dark
Yeah, I know I gotta look ahead (oh, oh)
I wanna tell my ghost that it can't haunt me anymore
Baby, it ain't too bad, could go far
I just need a little bit of luck
And when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive
I wanna grow up, but don't wanna die
I wanna tell my mama, "Look, at least I tried"
Honestly, I'm waiting for the day I lose my mind
So when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive
And when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive
I wanna grow up, but don't wanna die
I wanna tell my mama, "Look, at least I tried"
Honestly, I'm waiting for the day I lose my mind
So when I wake up, high like the sky
I don't think I'm ever gonna feel this alive
So high like in the sky-