national bf day got me sad as fyck ... i am so god damn pathetic

I better not, but I'm checking again, but-

I better not, but I'm checking again, but-

I better not, but I'm checking again

But, if it turns purple, I'll jump out of my skin

But, I know-

Should not, but I'm checking again

It's October third, and I'm not your boyfriend

I better not, but I'm checking again

But, if it turns purple, I'll jump out of my skin

But, I know that I'm not, I don't know why I did

Ima scare you away, but I'll wish that I didn't

Thoughts that I just can not get rid of them

The words are there, but they're not mine

I don't know what I feel but I feel like shit

And I won't be missed

I just won't be missed