poison

I can't stand to look into my reflection anymore

'Cause I can't remember the night before (oh, I)

And I had a lot to give in life, but I fucked up every aspect

What did I expect? already living the outcome

Wake up with a heartache (knowing that I'm never done)

But I'm stuck, so I'm staring at the ceiling

Too tired, too scared of what I'm feeling

Can't call it addiction, if I can't even remember whatever it was that I was tripping off

Dreams telling me I'm six feet down

Choking in my vomit in my sleep, don't drow-ow-ow-own

Tired of the same old (same old) bullshit

Wish that you would love what I told you, guess

I'ma lose it in the end, still reaping what I sow and

Losing myself, lost sight of what's important

Needed something in my life to drown out all the noise and

Got a pretty pocket full of pills filled with poison

'Cause our eyes hit 'em like, "Don't run"

If I kill myself, I don't need no gun

What's a life with no drugs? (but it ain't no fun, yeah)

Don't run to the light, don't run

Looking at your face, know I can tell that you've been lying to me

Clenching my jaw 'til I'm breaking my teeth

Stuck in my room, always glued to my bed, know I'm tired of sleep

And it always goes on and on

You don't stop 'til you're told it's wrong

Done with your stupid games, I don't wanna play along

Got my heart inside your hands, there's blood up on my palms

I don't know what else to say but fuck it, I'm a-

I'ma lose it in the end, still reaping what I sow and

Losing myself, lost sight of what's important

Needed something in my life to drown out all the noise and

Got a pretty pocket full of pills filled with poison

'Cause our eyes hit 'em like, "Don't run"

If I kill myself, I don't need no gun

What's a life with no drugs? (but it ain't no fu-u-u-u-, yeah)

Don't run to the light, don't run