Never Run

Fighting through the pain in my heart as I panic

Can't even look at myself 'cause all I feel is hate

Are my demons real or am I just dramatic

So many voices in my head that I can't concentrate

Stay away from me

Dying just to have some clarity to see

I can't let this be

Or I'll end up as a casualty

So I'll hang on

Til my hands are numb

It's either turn and face the pain

Or slip away

So read the signs in my scars

I didn't make it this far

Just to walk away

When everything's tell me to leave

I will never run

Never run

Finding my way through the dark and the struggle

To take me out you'll have to hit me with more than pain

I used to lie to myself that I'm invincible

But I'm still here and you're in my way

I won't break so take a swing or step away

I hate that you wanna see me suffocate

So I'll hang on

Til my hands are numb

It's either turn and face the pain

Or slip away

So read the signs in my scars

I didn't make it this far

Just to walk away

When everything's tell me to leave

I will never run

The way I am I don't think that you could understand

It's clear to me that my fate is resting in my hands

You want to see me fall but this is where I take a stand

You're not a threat anymore

This is not the end

I won't run

Face me you'll find out I'm here to stay

Too late you'll never be the death of me

So I'll hang on

Til my hands are numb

It's either turn and face the pain

Or slip away

So read the signs in my scars

I didn't make it this far

Just to walk away

When everything's tell me to leave

I won't die that easily

Though the past is my enemy

When everything is telling me to leave