Introductory

Lately I'm sick of the motions

Emotionally overdosing

Shots got me full of adrenaline

Cause all of my enemies zoned in

My fantasy is corrosive

And all of my anger is explosive

I gotta lotta damage to assess

The resurrection is approaching

Tension on me got my head spinning

Diamonds on my neck while my chain glisten

All these girls around me powder sniffing

Depression active got me bedridden

Pressure on me head is through the ceiling

I've been so high I'm causing interference

Satellite got us blacked out

Moments that I wanna tap out

I got people tryna see the picture

Major motion every time I look in the mirror

I get visions when I pray to my father

Seeing Jesus when he walked over water

Feeling like I should mean something to someone

But when I'm going through it's no one's accompany

I'm pouring energy out til it's nothing

Cause theres no return when it comes to assumptions

Anaconda

Avoiding the devil she wants me a goner

Now I wonder

What is my issue with working beyond her

It's a saga

All of the beauty it turns into somber

Am I stronger

I feel like my battles are just getting harder

Is it a problem

That I feel as if I'm becoming numb to this

All of the chemicals

Add em together and you can just mix em in

Feels like an issue

When we were together your image was suffering

I'm giving the sermon

But I'm guessing it's just that you were still new to this

Say that it's toxic I know it is

But why'd you question what my motive is

Forever growing like infinity

I can't forget what you said to me

I'll trade my heart in for a battery

Cause you worked me like I'm machinery

It had me feeling so burnt out

Running circles til I'm runned down

This is the parallel

My life revolves around music like carousels

I gotta manage now

I'm leading a chain and I'm trying to man it well

Try to plan it out

I'm changing positions and hoping to scale it out

Theres something scary now

Not what I imagined but fuck it's airing now

And I'm like fuck everybody bro like

I know that I gotta do this on my own

But in reality it's it's not fuck everybody man

No you wanna say it but you know you are the only hope

And that's what I mean man like this shit is fucking

The devil man

It tries to rip you apart

It's like two walls coming in on me trying to break me

All these peoples opinions

Everybody just talking me out of everything

And it's like I already come so far man

And and like I'm not even just doing it for me man like

I'm trying to do it for me

I'm trying to to it for them

I'm trying to do it for us