IT'S NOT YOU IT'S ME

I had to bounce back from the losses, I needed somebody and nobody hollered

Smoking the Cali, ignoring the problems, and all of this money just made me obnoxious

Look what it cost us, look what it cost me

Yeah, so close to the edge but something done stopped me

How did I let all this money corrupt me?

I'ma put seven in 7/11, insomnia, I never settle

And all of these women, I think I should bell' em, as soon I get 'em, I hit 'em and sell 'em

I know the way that I'm sinning is wrong, I know this shit isn't destined for heaven

Sit and reflecting from this perspective, I'm hardly recognising my reflection

Give me some more time, God, you know my spirit, thank God

Painting these pictures, Van Gogh, I been diving so deep into my heart

And I ain't seen my daughter for some months, and that shit really tearing me apart

All of my demons from my past, wanna face 'em but I don't know where to start

I done let down a whole lot of people, now I'm feeling the guilt in every laugh

I'm off a pill in every dance, I know it's the feeling never last

It's just me in this empty house, yeah, me and these chains and these crosses

I been blocking the devil out, yeah, turning the pages of the prophets

Nigga, I need some holy water, Rollie water on me, my soul is calling, lonely in the morning

Came too far from serving on the corner, Azul and Casamigos, we the ballers

Fucked up, drinking out the bottle, I'm flying in different kind of models

Landing and she rev it up, wake up, she throwing all that Henny up

Pull up the chauffeur, I'm forever drugged, running from shit I tried to bury from them, yeah, yeah

They digging up shit I tried to bury from them, yeah, yeah

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

And I seen it, I don't want your love, girl, keep it

Can't both be keeping secrets, flying out hoping this trip might heal it

And you know I said it, I mean it, she been too caught up in them feelings

Too high, been rolling and leaning, God, this life feels like I been dreaming (yeah, yeah)

(You can tell me but you show me better, show me better, show me better)