How Do It Feel (Self Reflection)

How do it feel

Look in the mirror and asking yourself if it's real

How do it feel

You're playing yourself and you know it you need to go heal

See how do it feel

Getting a taste of your medicine you know the deal

See how do it feel

How do it feel

How do it feel

See how do it feel to be all alone

Your mind is on fire you gotta go

Burning the pictures and all the notes

Left in your mind from so long ago

Your mind was so vivid, Picasso paintings

But because all the hurt now your visions jaded

Got you feeling like joker

It's fucking crazy

Got your heart in cup

Now your visions faded

Now you stuck in your ways

And you feeling a way

Look in the mirror you sick

Cuz nothing has changed

Now you're feeling the pain

So you double the cups

How do it feel to feel like your best was never enough

Oh no

How do it feel

Look in the mirror and asking yourself if it's real

How do it feel

You're playing yourself and you know it you need to go heal

See how do it feel

Getting a taste of your medicine you know the deal

See how do it feel

How do it feel

How do it feel

When you look in the mirror

Nigga what do you see

I see demons that's smiling their black toothed grins at me

I've been shackled in chains

In misery

There's a hole in the place where my happiness used to be

I've been trying to to find where my feelings is

Lot of trauma that I've dealing with

My progress moved slower than sippin Tris

Maybe I was the problem

Gotta live with it

Been caught in my mind

It's a black abyss

I need counseling sessions

I'm checking in

I've been fighting depression

I'm learning my lessons