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Designed to sound humane
Every word rehearsed to death
So no one had to take the blame
Consent was implied by silence
Compliance baked into tone
I watched decisions get finalized
While I was still waking up alone
Initial here
Sign below
Everything's already decided
They said it was for my own good
Said it like that settled it
I went from subject to procedure
Without ever being asked about it
I didn't lose control screaming
I lost it calm and still
While they measured, labeled, documented
What I could no longer will
Time got sliced into increments
Rounds, charts, visiting hours
My name replaced by numbers
My body treated like property
They didn't need permission
They had precedent and cause
I wasn't resisting anything
I just wasn't part of the laws
Eyes on screens
Voices low
Authority sounds like certainty
They said it was for my own good
Said it like that settled it
I went from subject to procedure
Without ever being asked about it
I didn't lose control screaming
I lost it calm and still
While they measured, labeled, documented
What I could no longer will
This isn't violence
It's protocol
This isn't force
It's policy
They said it was necessary
Like necessity forgives
I wasn't saved by any system
I just survived what it did
If this is what protection looks like
I understand it now
You don't feel the moment it's taken
You feel it later
When you're allowed