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I been photoshoppin' my life just editing making changes
Im cuttin' folks out the pic before I attempt to frame it
Call somebody out on they shit and they might call you crazy
It hurts when people you love addicted to shit you slangin'
If you try to tell em slow down they quick to think you hating
Expect the worse hoping for the best just anticipating
Stuck in my ways lack of discipline when it comes to changes
Lost the only woman I trust cause my procrastination
I know it's love she grew tired still I salute her patience
Maybe one day we'll reconnect respark our situation
I know we in the same novel we just on different pages
You speak the truth they don't hear you like it's a different language
Man come direct ain't tryna guess what you insinuating
Intimidating drug dealers taught me decision making
Your biggest haters the ones who's closest and instigating
They been invasive give out advice that they never taken
Them be the same ones who dip on you if I'm not mistaken
My cousin died I took a moment to process the news
Tears falling hoping the information was false but it's true
Yeah people change but you can't let it hinder or alter your route
What they smoke don't get me high they be coughin on boof
Just cause I speak about my life don't try to victimize me
Process my shit as you will no need for the empathizing
These last 3 years of my life been like a kamikaze
But in a negative way my mental outside my body
Emotionally I'm everywhere more than a fair amount
Holding shit in had me spazzin' on ones that I care about
Liquor and weed can suppress the shit but it don't solve a thing
This rap shit a facade I promise it's all a dream
The internet ruined reality and all its kinks
Guess I'm stuck in 08 I still bump Tha Carter III
Damn
Sometimes it really feel like shit is all on me
And if I love you then always know you can call on me
And if it all falls down we'll let it fall on me
Forreal
Man
Shit
I think I caught my second wind
Every obstacle a nigga face I took it to the chin
Life class 101 nigga when will the lessons end
So many Ls like the pistons I couldn't wait to win
Fuck being dead or in prison I'm tryna break the trend
Man if its up it's always stuck I'll never make amends (Ay)
Gen
This song is dedicated
To my cousin Dexter RIP
Car flew off the Sacramento bridge man into the water man
Couldn't find bro for like a week or so it was crazy man
Also this song is dedicated Gladys Fairley RIP
Had a battle with dementia couldn't beat it man
Made this shit to let you know if you love somebody let them know you love em hold them close
Know what I'm sayin?
Tomorrow ain't promised
Don't be willfully blind to the shit
Gen