If I told you "I was okay"
Would you believe me, do I give it away?
I don't want you to think I am sad
So I'll wear a mask
So you don't feel bad
Why can't I wake up from this nightmare?
I put my makeup on, and I cut my hair
But it's like every time I try to sleep
I always end up counting sheep
But I'll walk, with a smile
And I'll laugh for a while
But after a few moments
I'll end up broken
Living in fear
Asking "Why am I here?"
Why am I here?
Why am I here?
Why am I here?
I fear that one day I'll awake
Overthink the reasons I'm a mistake
I keep on living this book of lies
Saying everything's fine
And turning a blind eye
Why can't I wake up from this nightmare?
I put my makeup on, and I cut my hair
But it's like every time I try to sleep
I always end up counting sheep
But I'll walk, with a smile
And I'll laugh for a while
But after a few moments
I'll end up broken
Living in fear
Asking "Why am I here?"
Why am I here?
Why am I here?
Why am I here?
And I'll walk, with a smile
And I'll laugh for a while
But after a few moments
I'll end up broken
Living in fear
Asking "Why am I here?"