The root tasted like blood and rust
It coiled in my veins slow relentless
The earth stopped spinning
And the voice whispered: "Now we begin"
Every lie I ever told walked into the room
Every face I betrayed stared back at me
I saw myself naked screaming small
And the root said: "This is you All of you"
Time split into mirrors no escape no denial
I was the villain The coward The child
No excuse could save me No prayer could erase
The judgment was final The sentence my face
Strip me bare tear the mask from my skin
Show the beast I've hidden deep within
I have seen the abyss and it stares back through me
Now I walk as the bone of the truth set free
I walked through my death bone by bone
I met every demon I'd ever known
They didn't attack they just watched me break
And whispered: "We are the choices you chose to make"
I saw my father's rage My mother's tears
I saw the decades I fed on my own fears
And in the silence when nothing remained
I forgave myself And the root spoke my name
Strip me bare tear the mask from my skin
Show the beast I've hidden deep within
I have seen the abyss and it stares back through me
Now I walk as the bone of the truth set free
I came back heavier Sharper Whole
The ghosts still whisper but they have no hold
I buried the lies I married the scars
And now I fear nothing I am what I are