R.I.P

R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P Yeah

What I gave to you and what you gave to me yeah

Telling stories bout where me and you will be

See I thought we'd be together, maybe for eternity yeah

R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P Yeah

What I had with you, and what you had with me yeah

Fought off everyone who said we couldn't be

See where I dug out this hole for all our love to rest in peace yeah

When I told you I was good I made it up yeah

Same way I fake a smile and act like I been up yeah

All of this drinking and all these fucking drugs yeah

I don't wanna be the dirt you sweep under the rug yeah

But let's not even

Even talk about that

I'm not playing characters cause this isn't an act

I want you to myself

I guess you call it selfish

I know I'm too emotional but I can't really help it

And she filled me up with chemicals

Yeah I need something medical

Everytime I'm with her gotta put her on a pedestal

I don't know what she thinking cause her mind is not accessible

But I chase

Something different its unavoidable

I've seen no luck

But I got nowhere left to go

I wish someone

Would give me something sensual

But if you

Think about us we're asymmetrical

Unattainable

And unethical

All I wanted was to try to win the game for you

All I wanted was to try to be the man for you

Give you something different than you've had that's what I planned for you

But it's R.I.P

Our love will rest in peace

Can't help but remember everything you said to me

That we would stick together and we'd fight this til the end

I guess your feeling different cause you left my love for dead

R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P Yeah

What I gave to you and what you gave to me yeah

Telling stories bout where me and you will be

See I thought we'd be together, maybe for eternity yeah

R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P Yeah

What I had with you, and what you had with me yeah

Fought off everyone who said we couldn't be

See where I dug out this hole for all our love to rest in peace yeah

See you can love someone

By barely even knowing someone

You can hurt someone

By barely even knowing someone

You deserve someone

But I've been hearing certain things

So I desert someone

Because I'm scared of something deep

And now I learn from her

They said your with another man

That's what I heard from em

I hope yall never speak again

And now I'm hurt from her

But I know all this wasn't planned

I wanted something special

But I'm back where I began yeah

People never really saw my vision

I had this ever since a kid, and that's what made me different

I feel like you believed in me and that's why you're so special

The way you helped me lock in told me you were on my level

Yeah

There ain't too many like that

I lost so many friends I only got a few left

I sit inside a room surrounded by so many heads

I wanna talk to someone but there's too much to be said so

So I pull out a pen

I write down everything I'm feeling but I swear I'll never reach the end

Only infinite amount of paper but my ink is running thin

And most of you don't get it

You'll never understand

And I've already hit so many dead ends

But I'd rather hit these dead ends than have half my friends dead

And there's so much I should attend

But way too commotion not everyone comprehends

So it's

R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P Yeah

What I gave to you and what you gave to me yeah

Telling stories bout where me and you will be

See I thought we'd be together, maybe for eternity yeah

R.I.P R.I.P R.I.P Yeah

What I had with you, and what you had with me yeah

Fought off everyone who said we couldn't be

See where I dug out this hole for all our love to rest in peace yeah