Wanted More

Guess it's not my imagination to witness your agitation

I slip into sadness with all these tongue whipping lacerations

How we end up screaming at each other to practice patience and

Master the act of stitching us back from the fabric breaking

Said you came to heal up my heart, now you have it breaking

I'm changing for real

I look for your change, you just have me waiting

And what does falling in love mean?

Yo, you had me thinking

And I was just forming these habits girl, yo, you had me drinking

I, I stopped testing and quizzing, put more effort in living

You been pushing to give you more like you destined to get it

You keep running girl while we run out of seconds and minutes

And you keep picking the wrong ones for a second opinion

I give more and get less, grocery store in the stress

We separate for the day and then we restore it with sex

Starting to drain my energy like a faucet except, it's gonna

Take a lot for me to walk through your door with a step

And they tell me move on

I try my best to stick around and make a new song

In hopes that you will hear the words and you don't choose wrong

I go homeless where the heart is, I could lose home

Tell me what you want

First it was time but you went and gave me none

Argue all the time tryna get us on track

Falling out of love but you went and see it all

24/7 Like I'm always on call

But you really wanted more

Yes, you really wanted more

But I guess I couldn't give it to you

No love lost, ain't no feelings for you

No regrets, I had my turn with you

But I guess I never really knew you

It was bad days that we were better then

I was down like I'd never been

You broke rules when you tried to bend

I heard confessions from the many men

Acting like you innocent but my feelings irrelevant

Treat you like an angel but your actions are Maleficent

Hit it to me now but pretending like you heaven sent

How could I believe you when your spoken words were never meant?