Cemetery Bliss

I'm a mess

I'm depressed

I'm a wreck

I'm the only voice that won't just let me rest

I'm a mess

I'm depressed

I'm a wreck

I'm the only voice that won't just let me rest

They say give into your sadness

Blackout wake up in my attic

Padded walls are all too much

It sucks to be alive I'm passing out

I'm packing all my bags and never leaving

Why I spend so much time up here

I can't lie it's just easier to disappear

Kinda weird 21 years and no one even noticed where I went

Swear to God my shape is getting bent

Why I let them live inside my head and they don't even pay the rent

When they always squatting plotting on my torment

Snickering and teasing

Attention seeking peeling off the tiles till I find a source of reason

Heard your voices once and they weren't loud enough

But now they fill a colosseum right inside my fucking guts

Love to hear them all applaud when my life begins to suck

I'm a mess

I'm depressed

I'm a wreck

I'm the only voice that won't just let me rest

I'm a mess

I'm depressed

I'm a wreck

I'm the only voice that won't just let me rest

I'm a mess

I'm depressed

I'm a wreck

I'm the only voice that won't just let me rest

I'm a mess

I'm depressed

I'm a wreck

I'm the only voice that won't just let me rest

I'm sweating now

Up in front of a booing crowd

Call the victim, and the culprit and the witness to the stand

I can't understand how the jury makes the choice against me

Read the fine print all it says is "forget me"

I been writing volumes on my endless envy

Hoping things will change if I let them down so gently

This is for the people out there that just got it better or for worse

I'm so jealous of your words

I'm so jealous of your worth