My Emptiness

My inner child is dying

Screaming and crying

From the cement that I poured

Surrounding the corpse

If I'm not my mistakes and I am not my failures

How come they rip through my brain and they spread like a cancer

Hundreds of times every hour

Hand to the fire

Now I'm quashing the sick

Though the solution it might be extreme

I think environment dictated this

Swallow the mixture and silence the screams

Specular highlights bright on blood staples and skin

Command attention you can't look away

The pain grows this frame won't hold

I will damage the flesh until I control the head

I will complete my dissent commit a cardinal sin

I am not my failures I am not my mistakes

I am a cavernous vacuous space

Watching the humans I copy the way they behave

Seek

Claim

Hold

And never let go

Now the armors too thick

And there's nothing inside it

I'll never have what you have

So simple and priceless

Specular highlights bright on blood staples and skin

Command attention you can't look away

The pain grows this frame won't hold

I will damage the flesh until I control the head

I will complete my dissent commit a cardinal sin