
I wake up in the middle of the night
Thinking 'bout the things they said to me
When I was at my lowest and I was feeling so damn broken
So what you tryna blame me for? What you tryna save me from?
You know that I said it before, my friend
We both know I'd be better off dying
I could tell the truth but I'm better off lying
(So forget about it)
I'd let you get in my head
Choke me and take my last breath
I don't wanna live this way no more
(So go ahead and forget about it)
Deep down I know it's bad for me
But I just can't get enough
It's pretty close to the drug I need to feel complete
Could it make me happy before I leave?
Tell me, if I ask you for peace of mind
Do you think you'd be able to give me that?
Ropes around my neck, open up my scars
I don't even care as long as I can find
The feelings that I lost some years ago
I'm just another corpse waiting to decompose
I've got some people with me but I'm still feeling alone
I cannot tell anyone that I be losing control
Don't get too close, I'm toxic like a mistletoe
Still one of a kind, there ain't a single soul
That's feeling just like me, I'm 'boutta explode
I cannot tell anyone that I be losing control
If it ain't me, then it won't be no one
Melancholy's not letting me grow up
And I'm still here, these walls are closing up on me
I cannot breathe
So what you tryna blame me for? What you tryna save me from?
You know that I said it before, my friend
We both know I'd be better off dying
I could tell the truth but I'm better off lying
(So forget about it)
I'd let you get in my head
Choke me and take my last breath
I don't wanna live this way no more
(So go ahead and forget about it)
I'd let you get in my head
Choke me and take my last breath
I don't wanna live this way no more
(So go ahead and forget about it)
I'd let you get in my head
Choke me and take my last breath
I don't wanna live this way no more
(So go ahead and forget about it)