Too Much

I was calling it love,

But I didn't know me.

Trying to hold it together,

You were drifting free.

I was breaking inside,

You ain't see that pain.

I was praying for help,

You were walking away.

Felt like I was too much,

Felt like I was wrong.

Talking soft in the bedroom,

You were already gone.

And I kept trying to fix it,

But I couldn't fix me.

Thought you'd pull me in Closer,

You just let me bleed.

You thought I was too much

But God said I'm enough.

You left when I broke down,

He picked the pieces up.

Yeah, losing you cut deep,

But it opened me up.

You thought I was too much

But God said I'm enough.

I was holding my breath,

You were holding your phone.

I was trying to talk,

But I felt so alone.

Muted all my dreams,

Just to keep us okay.

Locked up all my ideas,

Threw my passion away.

I forgot who I was,

Just to keep us in place.

I was dying in silence,

You were saving your space.

And it hurt when you faded,

But I see it so clear

You weren't built for my Storms,

And that's why you weren't Here.

You thought I was too much

But God said I'm enough.

You left when I broke down,

He picked the pieces up.

Yeah, losing you cut deep,

But it opened me up.

You thought I was too much

But God said I'm enough.

Yeah, I miss who we were,

Not the way we became.

I ain't bitter no more,

I just call it by name.

If you didn't walk out,

I'd still be stuck in the dark

But your leaving made room

For God to get to my heart.

You thought I was too much

But God said I'm enough.

You left when I broke down,

He picked the pieces up.

Now I'm finding my voice,

And I'm learning to trust.