Sickness I side spews noises
I'm tempted to ruin with new choices
Intrusive thoughts and rude voices
Walking back home with mood poisoning
Quietly
Stick the blade in my sobriety
Lying to myself, my own body defiling
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
No direction interior
I'm lost in a place so familiar
With eery herds of dreary curses
Severely hurt I fear the worst
Peeling my skin in the night hush
Bleeding out feeding my high rush
Watching how deeply this night cuts
Screaming and closing my mind shut
Why
To keep away the same thing
That tried to tear me away in the first place
I'm in front of the mirror looking at my face
But I see another figure smile in my place
It's scaring me, trust me, when I say
You don't know how it feels to be part of a maze
Inside your mind, mental image plays me like a slave
Throws the owner out while you watch him decay
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
I'm fading away from the sounds in my skin
Stay away
Tired of the stories from the voice within
Stay away
I'm fading away from the sounds in my skin
Stay away
Tired of the stories from the voice within
Stay away
I'm fading away from the sounds in my skin
Stay away
Tired of the stories from the voice within
Stay away
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety
Shifting between reality and anxiety
I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety