Staring at a Stranger

I've came to the point, I must make a decision

This money is cool but you can't take it with you

Lord, I'm just grinding and making a living

I make it so vivid with painting a picture

I look in the mirror

Feel like I'm lost

I do not recognize that man at all

Started to build without counting the cost

We're all the same at the foot of the cross

And if I told you that my life's on the line

Would you give a fuck at all?

And if I told you I was led by the blind

Would you believe me when I said what they saw?

There's a monster inside of my head

I feel like I'm in danger

'Cause every time that I look at myself

I'm staring at a stranger

Whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm staring at a stranger

Whoa, whoa, whoa

I don't recognize myself

I made it out of the mud by doing dirt, my soul is filthy (uh)

Covering up the smell of all of my guilt with Gucci gilded (ooh)

Ugly truth in the mirror starin' back, never looked this pretty

Findin' peace by losin' myself in self pity

Please forgive me

Feelin' low, I'm trapped in a cage of expectations set too high

Fightin' to live but start to get jealous of all the ones who get to die

Ready to ride, our war's inside

Pickin' a side, it's hard to decide

Split down the middle

The great divide, is where all my demons lie

There's a monster inside of my head

I feel like I'm in danger

'Cause every time that I look at myself

I'm staring at a stranger

Whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm staring at a stranger

Whoa, whoa, whoa

I don't recognize myself

I'm staring at a stranger

I don't recognize myself