Letras
Yo what up everyone
It's Aiden Scar here
This feels hella weird
It's like I'm doing YouTube videos again
But let's take a moment to chat real quick
How's everyone doing today?
You can always message me and tell me how you're feeling
Even if I can't I'll try my best effort for y'all
To answer my question it's always ups and downs for me
Happy and sad days everyday
Sometimes I always wanna be happy and sometimes I always wanna be sad
I can't chose between the two
They're fighting everyday to see who will control the day for me
Ok, like I have something that's been with me for the longest time now
Here's what I say almost everyday
Is there a way that my life will be fine?
When's there's so many people that has it easier than mine
Always at the bottom and I hope It's not a decline
Someone push me off a cell like my name is Mankind
Cause I don't wanna be here, don't ask any questions
I have to get this off my chest this is my confession
I suffer the most from anxiety and depression
Mix the two words up and you get Anxi-Pression
I am not perfect and I will never be
This is all just something that I have to agree
Just want an easy way out from this one big reality
Getting help within me is not part of my strategy
There's people that will tell me that it will always get better
On a random date like the 21st night of September
Working my 9 to 5 everyday is just whatever
Just feel like giving up and say that I surrender
But I can't do that because I need the money right now
And spend it on myself and people like I'm some cash cow
Wanna share my thoughts but I don't wanna be loud
Just want my friends and family to say that they are proud
I can't talk to anyone even if I try
Just go home to myself and want to say goodbye
But there's always someone listening even if that person's shy
At the end of all this I hope to one day be some sort of butterfly
Some sort of butterfly