after hours (interlude)

So was I lost?

Maybe I was high in the moment

Maybe I was trying to enjoy it

And it wasn't easy, no one believes me

And being alone

Feels a little better than the crowd now

I just need a minute when I calm down

So now I'm a loner, stuck in the corner

King-size bed make you feel so small

When it's after hours and the curtains fall

I just lay awake in this empty place

And the days feel hard, but the nights are long

Give my biggest smile, but it's just for show

And it stays the same, I can feel the flames

Is it wrong?

When it all hits the hardest

Home always feels the farthest

Alone at the afterparty

It's been too long

And I don't wanna feel so guarded

But still, I just feel so heartless

Alone at the afterparty