Shoganai

I've slowly learned

How to live

And to die

from my own hands

I find it hard

To live this down

And im bound to

Bound to the woe

Of

My

Apprehension

A new way to cope

Or another day spent hanging from this old familiar rope

It's all the same to me anyway

A new way to cope

Bloom and spread the secrets upon my

lips Before I turn and I commit the sin

Again

And I will find new ways to hate myself

Finding joy

In the mockery

Of my suffering

And I come to you bearing wounds

Dependent upon your response

Because I can't feel a thing

I've slowly learned

How to live

and to die

From my own hands

I find it hard

to live this down

And I'm bound to

Bound to the woe

I am pleading

For sedation

Disillusioned

From the act of

a sacrifice

that's meant nothing

It's meant nothing

It's meant nothing

I have gained nothing in spilling all my blood for you

I have gained nothing at all

For all the pain I bear

I have gained nothing

I am not the same

I can never

get back

what I've lost

I am not worth saving

Time has only brought decay

And fleeting moments

That are forced to fade

Idle hands bear the anguish of misery

Knowledge begets...

Death

I've slowly learned

How to live

And to die

from my own hands

I find it hard

To live this down

And im bound to

Bound to the woes

I'am pleading