In Vein

Yeah

The only thing I pray is that I die in here

And the blood of my sins all by myself

Around my neck, I tie my belt

Out of body, I stand beside myself (I'm beside myself)

In time, I might prevail, tell them white-knuckle, biting nail

See my face so white and pale

I held it to my chin but the rifle fell

I cried, and I wailed, I'm pussy as hell

Dear God, please just take me from here

I'm drinking Jim Beam and I chase with the beer

I hate it here, I hate it there

Fill the room up with smoke and I disappear (gone)

Demons speaking in my dreams and they getting clear (uh)

Give me top, I'm a perv', I'ma persevere (let's go!)

Nowhere worse than here (nah!), when the curse appear (oh)

I don't need no forgiveness, I forgive myself (I do!)

I don't need my own permission when I kill myself (gone)

Ain't nobody killed me yet, so yeah, I'm still myself (myself)

If you want it done right, you do the shit yourself

Ouija just a ghost but I be trapped inside my shell (my shell)

Heaven doesn't want me, I'd be claustrophobic there (no, no)

Fire for eternity, I guess I might as well

Look your God up in his face as I walk backwards into Hell (Ouija)