MALEVOLEN7

Now this the realest shit i eva wrote

I turn to art when i lose it

Think its my antidote

If this my life i aint chose it

But with the pain i grow

Learing that a life is worth losing for Happiness like woah

Damn

I cry bout time

But its not slowing tho

Cant take whats mines

Behind the lines of when i die

So what the fuck a nigga

Acting hopefull for

I put in work but its not showing tho

Devoting time to a grind

For dreams that shine

I mean it when i tell you

Imma make it bro

A demon in the making

Ain't no faking hoe

I look up Im asking

What the fuck you waiting for

I trust the risk that im taking gonna Pay off

Look how long this shit been Taking tho

A hand out

Nah

Thats not the shit I'm taking bro cuz

All the blood sweat and tears i shed

Waiting For my turn wont be Mistaken tho

Nah

Cuz this the realest shit i eva wrote

On god

Im contemplating suicide

Just so a nigga feel like he got control

The voices in my head

Are kinda getting old

They know that im tired so i do what I'm told

Get it how you gotta

Intellect is infinite to each they own

But bitch im killing you mentally And I'm 18 years old