Trapped

I am trapped

I am trapped

I am trapped in the situation I have created

Now I don't know how to escape from this

I built it quiet piece by piece

Called it safety called it peace

Told myself I had control

Now it's swallowing me whole

Every warning I ignored

Every bridge I slowly burned

Now the smoke is in my lungs

And there's nowhere left to turn

No one pushed me to the edge

I walked there on my own

Now I'm staring at the fall

In a cage I've always known

I am trapped

I am trapped

In the walls I designed

Every choice

Every lie

Replaying in my mind

No way out

No disguise

No one left to blame

I am trapped

I am trapped

Inside my own name

I remember every step

That led me to this place

I can trace it back in time

Like a scar across my face

I thought I'd win I thought I'd rise

But I was digging deeper ground

Now the silence is so loud

It's the heaviest sound

Doors are closing one by one

Echoes in the dark

Every version of myself

Left another mark

I am trapped

I am trapped

In the life I shaped alone

Every breath

Every night

Feels colder than stone

No escape

No release

No rewinding this

I am trapped

I am trapped

And it ends like this

I am the reason

I am the chain

I am the damage

I am the pain

If I scream

It's my own voice I hear

There's no savior here

I am trapped

I am trapped

In the truth I can't erase

Standing still