drugs.

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Whoa

Yeah, poppin' out of different HQs (yeah)

Probably why them drugs getting heavily misused

Been in love with 'em since we both got introduced (wow)

And we don't get along, all I show 'em is abuse

I can't be honest with anybody if I ain't fucked up

Trust nobody, you better keep it zipped up

Phone kept ringing to give me hell to pick it up

This not living, but I'd never switch it up

I'd probably be dead if I could afford to be (wow, wow)

Still kicking, and people tell me it's more for me

I need, like, two of them grams, but more importantly

30 rat with me only wanna go to war for me

How the fuck I'm not supposed to be sedated? (Yeah)

It's either this or fucking brain-dead medicated (yeah)

I seen them overdoses, tryna fucking replicate it

Put a drink in every hand and probably live to celebrate it, yeah

Do another line, it's never that complicated (yeah)

Make me feel alive, so fuck it, I'll probably cave in

Quick to get the re-up, mix it with the ABV

I need another cap, it probably make me see

Why I been dependent like I'm made to be

Get me kick-started just from A to B

Pop one in the shower, then go back to sleep

Do it 'til I'm motherfucking eighty deep

But you don't get to be like me

See, if I told you 'bout hell, you wouldn't know what I mean (nah)

See, if I told you why I do the shit I do, you'd flip it back on me

It's you and me and not no fucking between (yeah, yeah)

Pussy, I heard it before

Either tuck it back tight or leave that shit at the door

'Cause now I'm going back to before

Keeping them shades up

Tell 'em don't touch that red cup

Need it if I'm getting in bed, uh

Even if I need to be set up

Keeping them shades up

Tell 'em don't touch that red cup

Need it if I'm getting in bed, uh

Even if I need to be set up

Keeping them, keeping them shades up

Trauma since a child, living then was wild

Watching all my favorite toys vanish from the pile

I ain't had a lot, so I would notice when they disappeared

Fingernails inside the zip, ain't talking 'bout a file

My brother been off the pills as long as I remember

And now he really off the pills that got him living better

I remember back in school, man, I would go and hide my temper

Watch my mama check each morning if we lost another member

I had to deal with loss young, so I was waiting for it

For him to ask for pluff for once if he could lace it for him

I knew the Narcan 'fore I knew smoking ace enjoyment

Still sold the coke and got my first bank statement for it

I did it one time when my older was really drunk

Butched on my homie's face and I asked if it was doing bums

Now as a kid, I know I'd never touch it, yeah

But as a kid, I also knew there was a chance I'd only do it once

You see, my family had a problem using

My brother told me I should only try to cope with music

And never do the shit he does because the shit's abusive

'Bout a week later, he was thrown back in the institution

Was still influenced 'cause my bro ain't knew how I was moving

I had to do it better, selling coke was getting stupid

And then that check hit, song did a couple units

Right then, I dropped drugs and focused on the life I'm choosing

In spite of treatment, when he left, we'd hardly ever speak

We never talked about what happened when I was a teen

'Cause shit was pointless, both of us had known to let it be

Especially after my brother lost his brother Mikey P

Was taken too soon from us, I hope he rest in peace

No longer facing the pain that he felt grow underneath

I slap a sticker wherever I can on every street

But I'm still smoking chronic every day until I D-I-E addicted

Keeping them shades up

Tell 'em don't touch that red cup

Need it if I'm getting in bed, uh

Even if I need to be set up

Keeping them shades up

Tell 'em don't touch that red cup

Need it if I'm getting in bed, uh

Even if I need to be set up

Keeping them, keeping them shades up