Honest Girl Die First (She stayed in a fool world that told sincerness was her weakness)

They said, "Be honest," so I was

Then they said, "Not like that," oops, my bad

I forgot you like your truth sugar-coated

And wrapped in passive-aggressive Bible verses

I smiled at a funeral, got called heartless

I cried at brunch, got called unstable

So I stopped showing emotions altogether

Now they say, "You've changed"

Well, you're welcome

Honest girls die first

Right after they fix everyone else's problems

Send six sorry for being me texts

And still get ghosted

They called me dramatic

Because I didn't nod to abuse

They called me rebellious

Because I had questions

And they said, "You're too much", which is funny

Coming from people who offer nothing

They said, "God has a plan"

I said, "Cool, does it include rest days and snacks?"

They didn't laugh, I did

Then cried in the bathroom of a fancy event

Where I was the only one not wearing a mask

Don't cut my smile

Just because it doesn't match your outfit

Honest girls die first

Buried under group chats

Church whispers and captions that say, "Blessed"

While roasting people in real life

But hey, at least I didn't die fake