GASLIGHT ON

Let me wake your spirit up real quick

You ever love somebody so hard you start doubting the truth your own eyes saw

You ever hold someone down so long you realize you aint got a hand left to hold yourself

Yeah

I loved through confusion through lies through silence

And somehow I became the villain in your story

But guess what

You can gaslight me all you want

I dont even care when the gaslight on in my car

Cause I aint running on your fumes no more

You can gaslight me all you want

I dont even care when the gaslight on in my car

I been running on empty loving you too long

Now I only fill up where my soul aint scarred

Twist my words if it make you feel tall

That dont make you right at all

If loving you feel like losing myself

Id rather ride alone than fall

You said Im trippin

You said Im broken

Funny how your lies got louder than the truth I was holdin

You flipped the story

You played it smooth

But healing feel different when the pain aint coming from you

I tried to love you through your shadow and fear

I tried to speak soft but you aint wanna hear

Called me crazy just to hide your wrong

But every word you said still lives in this song

You keep throwing smoke

But I finally see it clear

I aint breathing in confusion

Just to keep you near

You can gaslight me all you want

I dont even care when the gaslight on in my car

I been running on empty loving you too long

Now I only fill up where my soul aint scarred

Twist my words if it make you feel tall

That dont make you right at all

If loving you feel like losing myself

Id rather ride alone than fall

I gave you my best years

You gave me your blame game

You never argued to heal

You argued just to stay the same

Wanted me smaller

So you felt big

Wanted my silence every time I caught your trick

But Im grown now

And Im gone now

And I aint folding just to keep your storm calm now

I want real love

More than pretend

I dont want a battle every time a wound needs to mend

If I gotta lose my voice just to make you hear me

I been crying too much

If I gotta lose myself just to make you love me

Then you aint loving enough

You can gaslight me all you want

I dont even care when the gaslight on in my car

I been running on empty loving you too long

Now I only fill up where the truth aint hard

Twist my words if it make you feel tall

But I aint shrinking at all

If loving you feel like losing myself

Id rather ride alone than fall

I aint crazy

I aint broken

I was loyal in the wrong direction

And now Im finally loyal to me