come back to me

You been sleeping with the light on

Like you're scared of what comes back

I keep counting every sentence

Like it's change you never had

Your hands shake when you laugh now

Like your body knows the truth

I say "nothing"

You say "nothing"

We both know that's not true

I miss when silence didn't feel like a fight

Come back to me

Come back slow

You don't gotta carry this alone

Come back to me any way

I'll still be here if you stay

You got holes in your memory where the good days used to sit

You say "I'm fine" like a reflex

Like it doesn't mean a thing

I still see you in the doorway

Twenty pounds and ten years ago

You were laughing

I was losing all the ways i didn't know

I miss when hope didn't sound like a lie

Come back to me

Come back slow

You don't gotta carry this alone

Come back to me any way

I'll still be here if you stay

If it's a bottle or a spark

If it's a number

If it's a name you won't say

If it's the mirror

If it's the weather

If it's just getting through days

I'd trade my sleep for one clean morning where you don't look so far away

Come back to me

Come back slow

You don't gotta carry this alone

Come back to me any way

I'll still be here if you stay

I remember you before you learned how to disappear