Letras
It's snowing today according to the mirror on my table
Reflecting on whether this is reality or a fable
Addict plastered to my name tag if I had a label
I'd stop the Caine if I was Able but my mind too unstable
I don't care what you think, only god can judge me
Not sure if he even exists why would people be ugly
Overdose on her she call me her good little druggie
Feel unloved Harry Potter when he lived with Dudley
Just tryna fill a void got a blackhole in my soul
Felt broken for ages don't recall feeling whole
I'm aware of the risks I've seen the drugs take their toll
I try to resist but they got a gravitational pull
What goes up must come down every high has a crash
Any sober day just preludes another relapse
Look happy on vacation but really I'm faking
Only thing that makes me smile all the drugs that I'm taking
Money spent and time wasted chasing peace of mind
Running from demons but can't escape 'cause they're all mine
They say I need them sad thing sometimes I believe them
Sometimes forget my goals how could I ever achieve them
Pushed around by fate and karma wrong place wrong time
Looking for signs between taking more lines
I'm trapped took too many pills to escape the matrix
See all these sheep around me herd falling for fake tricks
It's snowing today according to the mirror on my table
Reflecting on whether this is reality or a fable
Addict plastered to my name tag if I had a label
I'd stop the Caine if I was Able but my mind too unstable
I don't care what you think, only god can judge me
Not sure if he even exists why would people be ugly
Overdose on her she call me her good little druggie
Feel unloved Harry Potter when he lived with Dudley
Doing multiple at a time drugs consumed in tandem
See sober people around don't think I'll ever understand them
Destroy my chances undermine my own future
Can't learn from my mistakes guess I need a tutor
Might make one one day I can not come back from
Till then watch this snowfall this an addict anthem