God's Light Or Gaslight (He said was Light but Burns Sanctified Abuse Spiritual Scars)

God's Plan or Gaslight?

He said "Girl you must repent"

While making me his new tool

"You're broken but I'll fix your soul"

Then left me shattered not whole

You scream Amen like a war cry

But your mercy's just a masked goodbye

Is it God's plan or gaslight

When you preach love but kill my light

Is it faith or just control

Your Bible's gold but where's your soul

You say I'm lost maybe I'm free

You call it sin I call it sincere

You whisper scandal in my name

Then branded me your holy threat

"You're saved by grace" then close the gate

Your church just taught me how to hate

"This is love" they say while tying my hands

"This is grace" they say while burning my plans

But I found God in the silence not their stage

In the wreckage not their page

So is it God's plan or gaslight

Holy words with fists that bite

He made me strong not small like you

I broke the chains and made it through

You call it sin well let it be

Cause my freedom still feels holy to me