How You Make Me Hate

I don't care anymore if you want me to beg

That's all you ever want, that's all you care

I don't feel anymore like I used to feel

Hold my head again, a fucking waste

I don't want you to be like you used to be

That's all I ever hate, that's all I hate

I don't care anymore if you want me to beg

How you make me hate, I wish you'd die tonight

I don't care anymore if you want me to pray

That's all you ever want, that's all you like

I don't scream anymore like I used to scream

I strike you dead again, I strike you hard

I don't want you to be like you used to be

That's all I ever hate, that's all I hate

I don't care anymore if you want me to pray

I hope you suffocate, you make me sick

Do you want me to beg on my knees

To get all of me, all of me?

Do you want me to scream and deceive

Well I could never say no

Just never, no, never say no

I'd never say no

And all I ever wanted was you

You pushed me down though it never seemed cruel

Don't you know what I've been going through?

And my mind explodes when I think of you

So let's push everything away

And smash you up until you break

And smash you up until you fade

This is how you make me hate

All that I ever want

To cut you up until it falls

And drop the solids into your soul

Until you're dead

Do you want me to beg on my knees

To get all of me, all of me?

Do you want me to scream and deceive

Well I could never say no

Just never, no, never say no

I'd never say no

And all I ever wanted

And all I cared

And all I ever hoped

And all I said

And all I ever tried

To push you down again

And hold you there

Until no breath or sound is heard