Mm
Some losses don't fade
They just learn how to sit beside you
This one's for the mamas
Still listenin' for footsteps
I remember that morning like it still live here
Shoes by the door your jacket on the chair
You said "I'll be right back" didn't sound like goodbye
Didn't know forever was hid in that drive
Sirens talk louder than prayers sometimes
Phone rang once then the whole world froze
They said accident said crossfire said wrong place wrong time
All I heard was my child ain't comin' home
I keep replayin' every minute
Like I could change the end
If love could stop bullets
You'd still be breathin'
I still call your name
Like you might answer me
Still set a place at the table
Out of memory
They say time heals pain
But it don't feel the same
I learned how to breathe again
But I still call your name
Call your name call your name
They said missing for three nights my heart didn't sleep
Every face on the news looked like it could be you
When they found your picture folded in the street
I felt my knees give out before the truth did
Candlelight vigils teddy bears on the ground
People cry for a week then the world move on
But my house stay quiet your laugh stay loud
And grief keep time when the songs is gone
They don't tell you
How silence can scream
Or how faith shakes
Before it stands
I still call your name
Through the tears I hide
Still look for you
In every face passin' by
They say heaven gained an angel
But I lost my child
I learned how to survive the day
But I still call your name
Say the name say the name
God I'm angry
God I'm broken
God I need You right here
I don't need answers
I need strength
To live with this empty chair
If You hold the ones
We couldn't save
Then hold me too
While I learn how to stay
I still call your name
But I'm standin' now
I don't understand it
But I'm still here somehow
I don't praise the loss
I praise the love that remains
I carry you in every breath
I still call your name
Still call still call
Mm
You didn't disappear
You just changed where you live
I still call your name