Oh, I've been walking alone in the darkest part of a hideous place
I don't know what it is to be happy
I don't know what I'm gonna be
There's something I've never wanted to tell anyone
I might be blunt and tough
But my heart don't match the part I'm acting
It's odd that some people seem perfectly happy alone
Cause I can't stand the thought of it
Can't stand the thought of it
I was right here screaming and shouting
But no one could see me
I waved, I Jumped, I screamed
It feels like I'm invisible
Oh days would go by
But I trapped myself
I don't know why I keep smiling
This madness, wrecked me
I'm not going anywhere
I'm stuck
Am I really myself when I'm talking to you
No one noticed but I cried for help through and through
Trial by jury, paralysed by fear
It's really
Odd that some people seem perfectly happy alone
Cause I can't stand the thought of it
Can't stand the thought of it
I was right here screaming and shouting
But no one could see me
I waved, I Jumped, I screamed
It feels like I'm invisible
Oh days would go by
But I trapped myself
I don't know why I keep smiling
This madness, wrecked me
I'm not going anywhere
I'm stuck
I dont wanna fade away
I need to stand up for me
Cause all this fixing and listening is wearing me thin
I'm even tired to say
I was right here screaming and shouting
But no one could see me
I waved, I Jumped, I screamed
It feels like I'm invisible
Oh days would go by
But I trapped myself
I don't know why I keep smiling
This madness, wrecked me
I'm not going anywhere
I'm not going anywhere
I'm stuck