Get Better

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you

I'm fucked up, don't know what else I can do

I'm trying to pull myself together

I'm trying, trying to get better

Walking around like the weight of the world is on my shoulders

Two big boulders, trying to get up but I'm sinking

And I'm plagued by all my overthinking

It's not that bad but it feels that bad

Little things build up, it's ironic that

These things that build up break me down so bad

And honestly, it's all of me

I gotta learn to let things go

What's wrong with me? It's so hard to see

It's like nobody else knows what's going on

But you do, so I take it all out on you

I'm so frustrated, so stressed out

Just can't help it, I'm breaking down

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you

I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do

I'm trying to pull myself together

Trying, I'm trying to get better

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you

I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do

I'm trying to pull myself together

I'm trying, trying to get better

I needed some fresh air, I take a step outside

You come and find me, saying "something doesn't seem right"

But I don't wanna open up 'cause I don't wanna bring you down

But these teardrops come pouring out

I'm just not myself (no)

I just need some help (no)

And that's the hardest part, letting go of fear

But it's a change I gotta make, so I'm singing now

(I don't wanna get better, it's gonna get better)

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you

I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do

I'm trying to pull myself together

I'm trying, trying to get better

I'm sorry for breaking down in front of you

I'm fucked up, I don't know what else I can do

I'm trying to pull myself together

I'm trying, I'm trying to get better

Say it right now, would that change anything?

(I wanna get better, it's gonna get better)