Backyard

You're trembling, dear, let me warm your hands

My touch might burn, but don't you miss feeling it?

Your oxygen is ruining all my plans

Let's try again, it's not the end

Do you remember back at 18

When our hearts were full of love?

You were always there to catch me

Even when the days were rough

In your backyard's where you told me

You would never leave my life

God, it was hard to say goodbye

In your backyard

It's not the end

(Goodbye)

It's not, oh-oh

When the sun goes down, I still look around

'Cause I'm haunted

Here by the ghost of your heart, your beautiful scars

Look the same way they did (goodbye)

Are you sleeping?

Are you sleeping?

Or are you just pretending?

Let's go back to then

Do you remember back at 18

When our hearts were full of love?

You were always there to catch me

Even when the days were rough

In your backyard's where you told me

You would never leave my life

God, it was hard to say goodbye

In your backyard

You're trembling, dear

(Don't let me go) let me warm your hands

My touch might burn (don't let me go)

Don't you miss feeling it? (Goodbye)

Now my hands are freezing

And I can't stop them from bleeding

I've been scratching on the walls

Tryna find your skull

And now the water is surrounding me

The rope you tied is drowning me

And I can't breathe

But I've seen the way you looked at him

I'm wondering, did you ever wish

That I was fucking gone?

So you could move along some time

I feel used to cut my throat

And end my suffering on my own

It won't be long

In your backyard's where you told me

You would love me all your life

It was hard to say goodbye