Negative XP

It's hard to be the man I want to be

With so many things distracting me

I spent too much time watching the TV screen

Now my mind is fried with too much dopamine

I felt so sure of who I was inside

But then I slowly came to realize

The games I played and the trials I tried

Made me hate myself and want to die

So don't waste my time, don't bother me

I need to undo my idiosyncrasies

My system's glitched, I'm losing energy

I'm playing the game with negative XP

It's hard to be the man I want to be

With so many things that are wrong with me

I spent too much time on the computer screen

Now my mind is fried with negativity

So don't waste my time, don't bother me

I need to undo my idiosyncrasies

My system's glitched, I'm losing energy

I'm playing the game with negative XP

Don't waste my time, don't bother me

I need to undo my idiosyncrasies

My system's glitched, I'm losing energy

I'm playing the game with negative XP