Conversations With Myself

(Having conversations with myself)

(Conversations with myself)

Yeah, last night was the best night of my life

For the first time I felt something wasn't right

Realized I had to take my own advice

I told myself that I can never take nothing from people that don't give it twice

Aight, let me shed some light

I was holding on to something in my past

And I was holding tight

Scary sights

Late at night

Some shit that I don't wanna think about

But where's your fight

So I think twice

Cause I know that I can't block the thoughts that cross my mind

But I can try to get it out by making all these rhymes

So read between the lines

Jotting thoughts up in my notebook, I just gotta write

Ah, I hypnotize with all my lines

Yeah I'm reading minds

Digging for the gold

I've been deep up in the mines

Climbing up the ladder, man, I've never been afraid of heights

Never been the one to have a shot and miss it twice

Well, I did

But that was way before I took off my disguise and hid

Funny cause I'm talking like that shit wasn't last night

But since it's last night, that means it's in the past, right

I mean, yeah, it's in the past, but you want that shit to last, right

Can't be moving backwards and dissecting all your past lives

Gotta keep the plan in motion, ain't no time for you to capsize

You understand, right

Yeah, I understand

But why you feel the need to gaslight

Cause this shit for the taking, you'll take it like the last slice

Tomorrow's never promised so you gotta stay up all night

(Having conversations with myself)

(Conversations with myself)

Yeah

Cause I'm colder than a Klondike

Bolder than a font type

And if you isn't fucking with the kid, then it's alright

Dove into the deep end, I guess I just did a swan dive

I'ma go the distance, DJ Turner at the combine

They can't shut me in a dark room cause I'm so bright

They can't fit me in a genre, this is pop psych

They can't tell me what I'm not, bruh, this is my life

They saying I'm pompous, but I don't think twice when I speak

Following the leader, they all blind like a sheep

Calculating everything it takes to succeed

So I make like a tree and I leave

I make like a leaf and then fall off the beat

From the car to the stu to the crib to the show to the street

Life is like a movie and that's how it's supposed to be

Yeah, I know that I'ma get it, but I'll never think it's owed to me

I'm just in the zone right now

I think that I just have to be alone right now

Past few days been writing all these poems

I filled my notebook out

And then I crumbled all the papers, but I still hold out

I gotta go, can you hear me? Over and out

Can you hear me

I'm speaking very, very loud

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me